what should i update? hasn't been updating blog for quite sometime, well many things is happening, seriously i was too tired to even say, i felt so lost along the way, or should i say i always never stand up and find the right way?
past few days and week was out with Winnie&Girlfriends (: to Oasis and drink, do have a great time and i wished to go back there again, but currently my eyes is not doing good, is suffering from dont know what that i cant really open my eyes in day time, or seeing something bright ): sad uh.
meet up with LianLian today, out to SuntecCity&ParkwayParade. but is the same thing, my eyes is not doing well, and i really can't stand it, and choose to went back home during evening time.
next, im no longer working, due to my irresponsibility. i have to bear the consequences, blame no one. and i've to start find another job, and really start afresh, i need help, i need support, but shit, there isn't anyone there for me, not even family ):
it was my faults for not going home during my mum's birthday, but i have my own reason, when i wanted to turn home, something crushed, and i couldn't go home. i feel so useless now, in every single things.
i feel like just being alone for as long as i can, i have a boyfriends, but i dont seem like having, i feel like im all alone, why? can you just understand me, and learn to feel that im existing? can you?
people tell me,
times will heal my pain,
but im feeling more pain ):
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