): Sometime, I Just Needed You ;

I Want A Better You.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER (: KENNETH SIM

): im so down, wished that everything is going right for me. but is isn't, i thought that everything could be easy still, but it's still the same. i dont understand why did i deserve all this shit. can someone explain to me?

was out with mum in the early morning, to Causeway, and after that headed to BPP, reach home, take a short nap, after awhile wake up and use laptop. right before dinner time, he called. and well quarrel over the phone, i dont think that im in fault still.

after that taken less than a bowl of dinner, still feel piss-ed and sad, choose to go out and slack awhile, release all my sadness, as it's done, im home (: i needed you to wipe away my tears when you make me cry, but you can't.

i hate the way he is behaving now, is nonsense, and guess im not going to bother anymore, so what i care, so what i love, so what i MISS?!?! do you? is all bull shit, pls. im so sick and tired of every single thing.

someone who didn't how to appreciate me, then for what? why must i go through all this just to have you by my side? why? can you tell me. to get all the revenge you wanted? how badly others treat you is their problem, i dont. i give you the best in everything, and forgive all th fcuking shit you do. and NAHS ! nothing in return.

pls, im so tired, i will just leave the little precious with me, and leave everything alone. i need no loves. no mans. if you are going to hurt me, i rather you dont return.

i can't deny, i love you still ; i really still do. but i wish, i can get over it.