Another Dream ;

&If Only I Can Stop Loving;

im so lazy to update blog, have been stressing at home. wake up real early today, accompany my mum to interview, and to check up at polyclinic.

well, suppose to abort, as th father of th child didn't want this baby at all, i can't keep, but after consulting th doctor, after check up everything, the doc told me that im too weak to go for abortion, and there's no way i can abort.

so i have to keep and be a single parents lerhs, is just my luck. i shall be strong and move on happily barhs (: now before i can do anything, i just need to work, and keep this baby strong barhs. im having next check up in abt two to three weeks time.

hais, im still stressing about th upcoming baby, i dont know why, i dont really know what to do lurhs. it's just like another burden for me, and i really felt so stress up~ i scared giving birth, so many thing. hais~

never mind, as what was say, if someone really love me, will accept me and my upcoming baby, is a Aug baby (: that's about all barhs. im so lazy to blog~ for now i know i need no fakes loves, fakes friends (: i want a real love and real friends !

sometime it's just like a dream,
that will never come true.