(: im here to update my blog. out of the blue, i miss my drinking life, with peeps around. now, i have to stop all this, sometime i wonder what's right, and what's wrong in life.
life is getting tougher for me, many conflicts coming, due to my hot temper recently ): i couldn't control my temper, but at times i really did tried to. well, i woke up real early today, before 8AM.
get myself ready, waited for sis to come home, and headed to my greatgrandma wake, at Outram, today is the last day of wake, so everyone tears is everywhere. so sad uh, although i wasn't een close with my greatgrandma, but still i know God will bless her, up there (:
move on in life, what should i do now, im so bored. tomorrow going to dye my hair (: red in colour, im still thinking want to dye anot siahs ; cos my hair colour is fading off, plus it has black on th top part, cos is new grown hair.
tomorrow shall see my mood (: this Wednesday, im meeting AhSher'GF to Bugis, im going to buy a few things, my eyelashes also finish lerhs, CNY coming, how can i live w/o that rights;
im so bored in life, getting tougher for me, waiting for my next check up, baby is 3month in tummy, i can't wait to go out this Wednesday ): im so bored now, so long never go out shopping, walk around, and enjoy myself lerhs.
now do what, eat what, i have to think about my little precious in there, im hoping for a Baby Girl (: shall pray real hards. can't wait to know the sexes yet. hais, im waiting for the right time, right moment, to really move on ;
sometime in life, we just dont know, where to go. who to turn to. or even who to trust, who to love.
at times i wish, you would turn back, and give
my little precious,
a complete family, but sometime, i have to admit,
i can't accpet your life, but would you change one day ?
even not for me, but your future sake .
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