Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I seriously don't know where to start blogging )'; should I update my happiness or my sadness. I'm not feeling good yesterday, I break down so badly, when something hit me. to be honest this time round I'm waking up accept th truth and move on, I'm going for what is best for me (; I'm not gng to drop anymore tears, I promise.

went to work yesterday as normal just like any other day, but he message me during th evening time and eventually spoiled my four to five hours moods, and from th tears I'm finally awake, I've to say th truth now, when he needed help I help him, when he need anything I get for him, and _|_ fcuk you, what th fcuk I get in return, shits, lies, pain and hurt? someone like you don't deserve any good thing now.

two week ago, say wanted to patch with her get thing settle, five day ago, message me tell me you would want to go back with me but you're afraid of being half hearted, and later on tell me you got a girlfriends, hello, you've a son and a daughter now, can't you just stop your life, how many girl would you like to fool? I'm damn disappointed and even upset over your action, I've enough of all. my babygirl shall not concern you and your life shall not concern me, when I'm heartless you'll need to pay double, don't force me to do thing I don't wish to, I'm seriously telling you, is getting on my nerve with your fcuking action and I know, you'll never change I'm not pulling you down, but your action just prove me everything.

); I'm really down and even heartbreak to be honest, but i've made up my mind, I will live well with my baby girl(; I just have to stay strong, and move on, actually wanted to change blog URL, but after thinking I feel that, there's no need to bahs, if a guy could be heartless why not a women. isn't it? drop th sadness now, anyway I've a great day yesterday (; went to Kbox with all my babes, photo taken but I'm damn ugly! LOLS, with total make up on (;

today is my off day, went out with my mum, spend alot too (; but I enjoy, now I have th freedom to do what I want I don't need to spare a single thought for you, cos you doesn't either. anyway, i won't mention th baby father anymore, from now it won't affect me and I won't let any babes down (; I would be strong and move on !

say goodbye to you,
and that will be th last goodbye.

No comments: