Getting Tired -

:D im back to update my blogs, yes is rather late now, and so im turning in after this post. just finish doing my iPhone, and downloading of song, and everything, but im never satisfied with my phone, kinda get broed using it lerhs, but well, still dind't plan to change phone.

Father's Day just over, headed out to have a family dinner at 163, both my sis and I actually plan-ed to go XingWan, at plaza but both my parents disagree, so ended up at 163, th meal was good, and of cause we did enjoy, though end of th day, my dad got a $100 summon ): so me & sis paid for that summon too.

headed to work most of th day, or infact everyday, i seldom off, as i need to earn money, before Jensabella's arrive (: and im left with oly 9 weeks to go, im rather excited and nervous, she is kicking me NOW ~ oh my, so late and she is still so active, im so afraid that i'll be giving birth in th middle nights.

(: MCYS organize a moives outing, at Cineleisure on Friday, feel like going so much, but im working, and im unable to make it, i guess most of th ex-SGH girl are attending? well, i miss this again, few month back, i think i miss out a dinner, now is this, none of my colleague is free, all celebrating anniversary with BF, so well, i guess i shall work and earn money (thus, they are complaining im giving them too much off?) like dude =.=" im lazy to say, their hearts know will do, im not baise.

oh my, im so can't wait for my next scanning on next Wednesday, it has been like month since i last scan, i want to see Jensabella's, can't wait, really. well, my income is getting tighter, and tighter, as im not getting paid, and im really saving, (: can see my paid with my boss is increasing everyday, w/o taking every weeks, is still better.

anyway, i guess those MTB, who did take bus or MRT, or anything sure spotted alot of typical Singaporean. well, i swear i've so much of bus story to share, almost a day, i've two story. etc, peopel pretending to sleep, th moment they saw you. refuse to give up seat to th old one. keep staring at you like, as if you're some monster from outer space. and blad blad blad. im so sick of typical Singaporean, who got no sense of moral. i dont mind people dont give up seat to me, but at least STOP starring at me, i dont like.

it happen a day, that i was on my way to work, an old lady board th bus, and ALL of them refuse to give up th seat, and eventually i give up my seat to that old lady (: i bet even im pregnant im able to stand, and stable, i dont see a reason FOR NORMAL PEOPLE, who dont seem to be preg, or even old, can't stand. shall stop naggign at this, im so sick of bus, and now trend that people does is, go in th lift and dont press th lift, WTF ~ what's wrong.

ACC is back working with us, and we are like seeing each other everyday, im yearning to see her babygirl, ohmy, when is she going to bring baby Adelia to see me~ one after one giving birth, my turn coming, scared ): how does th pain goes, i wonder.

(: ok, im nagging so much, did i? laughs, shall end my post here, i guess i need to sleep and rest, my baby need to sleep too, i guess if i dont sleep, she wont sleep too, Jensabella's will be my only.

i guess, th feeling faded, somehow or rather.
though i miss you time to time.
but th misses doesn't seem to be as much as th past.
your life just seem to be a circle,
you're running around, w/o thinking th path ahead.
and since you dont, why should i help you in building your future,
im tired, and yes, boy, i've given up.
th thought of wanting you to return,
has long disappear.
i bet you feel it too, dont you?