Finally (:

Hello readers, my blog is like rotting uh, but i doubt there's many reader, so update, or no update doesn't make any different, right? well, im like missing for soooooooooooooooooo long, that i couldn't even remember what did i last update about. okay, today is th last day of July, and so bye-bye to July, and welcome August, in a sense is August, which mean Jensabella is going to in this world in anytime (:

yesterday was my last day working at Bugis. im so gonna miss all of them, all th jokers, LOLS. suppose to be last day, but this coming Wednesday im going back for a day to help out (: as my boss is going to be away, suppose to stop next sunday, but i was a little too tired, a little too lazy at th same time a little too sick of it. waking up early in th morning, squeeze with those typical in th bus, going back squeezing in th bus, and blad blad blad. now, is over (: will be back to work, after my birth and confinement~! all babies going to wait for me right?

okay, i was off like quite a few day, without updating blog, and wondering what im doing? dont say im childish alright, im busy with my maple (: LAUGHS. partly is to kill my boredom, and sometime it got me so stuck to th game~! hahas, anyway, i've went to check up on Wednesday, my babygirl is doing well, but im not~ dude, th doctor say my blood is running low, and eventually changed my medicine, in order to have more blood.

im have a week one time check up now, but to be honest, im not going. i decided to stay at home, and wait for Jensabella arrival, im scared, to be honest, im thinking how th pain is going to be like, and this and that, and blad bald blad. someone save me from th pain or anyone can take th pain on behalf of me? i knew every women go through this, and is gonna be worth while, but im not pyhiscally prepare yet ~!

ohya, congrates to KaiLin for th new arrival of your babyboy (: one after another giving birth, and and and, my turn is like less than a month away, oh my god~! im so scareddddddddddddddd~

anyway, i've just finish packing th living room, moping th whole house plus doing th laundry, could feel im rather a good girl isn't it? LOLS. *self praise. and i guess im not going to update much, planning to go Kbox next Wednesday, with all my shop babies, butbutbut, i haven't tell them yet, sad-ed uh Joyce is away, so she couldn't go with us, hope th rest would be able to (: shall discuss with Ting and see how it goes :D

guess im gonna stop my update here, will update again soon, planning to change blogskins too, any ideal?

to love, you have to be brave enough;
brave enough to hold on when things go wrongs,
and brave enough to let go,
when things aren't meant to be.