Hello readers. I guess I'm gonna have a long post today, I woke up at 3PM today (: rather early, as i slept at 5AM yesterday. Well, suppose to have breakfast with fatty at 4AM, but she didn't wake up ): and when she call-ed me, im so lazy to get up and wear back my lense, so i actually ignore her call. But she said we're gonna eat it today (: like okay, i hope we really make it, im craving for HOTCAKE.
my backache is getting worst, im feeling more and more pain, and seriously, seat cant seat properly, lie down also can't lie down properly, like every position isn't right at all~ Jensabella's is 20 DAY AWAY. oh my, aint you excited like i do? im so nervous too, like can't wait to carry her on my hand. i know she's gonna bring joy to me, and my family, right?
what's next, there's picture to upload, but im not gonna upload all, just three will be fine~ th picture im wearing sunglass, because im too fat, that i need to cover my fats on my face (:
well, that's all. the rest im lazy to upload, there's alot, infact i also haven't finish receiving from WeiTing. cause th connection was so slow yesterday night ): anyway i think im meeting her later to take my stuff? thanks ahchun for getting those stuff for me (:
it has been quite sometime since i last saw J, wondering how is he doing, at time i do care for him still, but as a friends, i have long buried this love, infact im moving on in my life, i didn't want my life to stop and stuck down here. i remember many thing, all th flash back memories, do you remember? sometime to think back everything, i realise, you didn't give me a reason to stay, but reason to leave. and i guess i've learn to let go, after knowing you. i use to be dumb, use to love you so much that people say im too naive. (: now everything is over, Jensabella is going to be out soon, i bet she is going to let me forget you, but boy, i miss you still.
oh ya, want to share one more thing, i hope you guys would read, and reblog it too.
Month One
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.
Month Four
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!
Month Seven
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, re-blog
guess that's all for today post, im so bored, waiting for daddy to be home, so i got porrige to eat (: im home th whole day, but im not doing nothing, i just finish mopping th floor, see im sucha good girl :D bye READERS~
谁又懂得接受,
这个容易受伤的女人
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