I'm kinda early for today blogs, dont know why suddenly have the urge to update ; which mean this post is going to be long, as i've many things to update and say, many comment for whoever;
slept damn late yesterday, i slept at 5AM~ was out at around 12AM, to meet Fatty, and have Mac together, chat-ed and slack-ed, all th way until 3AM, headed home, using computer, MSN and SMS-ed with people. and finally, time for bed, woke up at 3PM today, thanks to someone who actually call-ed me, LOLS. chat-ed with him awhile, and continue lying on bed, and pull myself up after awhile, went to wash up, have my breakfast and do some laundry, and now im here.
just finish bathing with cold water (: feeling so shiok now. tomorrow is Wednesday, not sure if i need to go work anot, as i heard that my boss wasn't at oversea yet, plus th crowd still can be manage, so shall see how tonight. tonight, meeting up with Fatty again, this time im gonna eat BREAKFAST DELUX. i dont care, im craving for Macdonal's breakfast ~
Jensabella's is moving so hard this few day, that i couldn't tahan her. LOLS~ thus, i can't wait to see her. really feel like having her beside me everyday, oh my but she's still 24 day away, though is near already, but im scared still, im not yet prepare~ anyway, what should i do now, im feeling so bored.
next, i was thinking if i should celebrate my birthday this year. last year i have a very bad birthday and i really dont wish that this year is going to be th same ): as Jensabella's im not able to bring her right, she will be at home, my mother promise to take care of her for me, on my birthday, and let me enjoy myself outside, BUT, i really dont know if i should. this year Club or Pub? i really dont know, finacial is definitely a problem for me now, hais~ feel like going Oasis lurhs, i guess i will bring Jensabella's out in th day, and night i'll be out with my babies, on my birthday, shall see how, im still two month away to think about it (:
well, i really dont understand what's people thinking, seriously~ someone who love you, and willing to wait for you, when you ask-ed to, shouldn't you be contented enough, someone who willing to spend money on you, and this and that, can't you feel th love, you ask people to wait, he/she really wait, few month later, you tell people A-Z, what th fcuk, aint you wasting people time, if you feel that is impossible between th two of you, then you shouldn't give people a pin of hope, th hope you given was all false hope; seriously i dont think you're mature, but far way childish. you really have to seat down, and think about it all over again. dont need to bother who im saying, if you're guilty over it, then do something about it.
anyway, yesterday Fatty share two thai song with my, and is really meaningful, i have posted up in my FB, so you may listen from there, there's two part, and well it suit girl like me (: and Fatty. cause we have th same situation, thus different guys of cause. but mine, have come to an full stop for long. below is th song lyrics in english, so after reading i bet you find it meaningful too, view th MV from my facebook yeahs~!
PrikThai - Waen Gam (Karma)Part1
"Is it True What They Say?
Men, They Love You When You're New,
Every Word Is, Sweet Heart, Sweet Heart, Sweet Heart.
Now Look At Me, Who Should I Blame Myself Or Karma?"
I'm a person unwilling to give in to anyone,
I've been like this since i can remember.
but I've to give in to you each time
everytime you're unfaithful to me,
I can only think that from now on, i wont tolerate it.
If you can do it, I can do it too.
I have a right to, dont I?
I'll have plenty, just wait and see.
But then th time really comes,
no matter what I do, I can't do it to you.
It's probably karma that caused me to meet you,
I'm always loyal to you,
I only fancy having someone else,
I've yet to follow through with it.
How disconsolate must i be when you have countless others?
still, my love for you doesn't lessen,
I can only feel slighted.
it's probably karma that caused me to meet you,
I'm always loyal to you,
I only fancy having someone else,
I've yet to follow through with it.
How disconsolate must i be when you have countless others?
still, my love for you doesn't lessen,
I can only feel slighted.
G: Please dont leave.
B: Fine, but if you want me to continue staying here,
dont overstep your boundaries.
G: Men, they love you when you're new,
now look at me, who should i blame? myself or karma?
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PrikThai - Mot Arom (Not In Th Mood)Part2
“Who Said Women Had To Be Submissive?
Who Said Women Had To Put Up With It?
Who Said It Was Karma?
Today, None Of It Exists.
It's Gone, Love's Gone, I'm Not In Th Mood”
I'm not trying to be hostile or annoying,
or provoke anger from you.
I'm truly sorry, we must end as of today,
I only as that you set me free, please.
I'm merely a release point for you,
you treat me like i'm a puppet
when you hold me it feels like holding a log,
it's never warm.
I dont want to keep on answering to you.
I’m not in th mood, I dont need you anymore,
we'd only be together physically, it's disheartening.
if you're still hiding someone away, dont let me wait.
enough is enough, I dont need this.
I’m not in th mood, when you've never loved me,
if I held you back, that would be it since the feeling's gone
I dont want th leftovers you give me.
I dont want to accept them,
the best soltion is to say goodbye, if we're not in love.
It really is th only option.
I’m just a favourite dish, right?
when you're free and have no one else,
when you feel like leaving you disappear.
You never cared about me
dont you know someones lonely
however much I love you, that's it.
I’m th only devoted one
no matter how much I love you, I can't buy your love.
I dont want to keep on answering to you.
I’m not in th mood, I dont need you anymore,
we'd only be together physically, it's disheartening.
if you're still hiding someone away, dont let me wait.
enough is enough, i dont need this.
I’m not in th mood, when you've never loved me,
if I held you back, that would be it since the feeling's gone
I dont want th leftovers you give me.
I dont want to accept them,
the best soltion is to say goodbye, if we're not in love.
it really is th only option.
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done, this two song is going around my head ever since yesterday, but is really nice dude. anyway, i guess im going to stop here, there's nothing to update lerhs (: bye READERS ~!
But I Know You Can't Give.
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