Sunday, September 12, 2010

♥ I Hope You Were Still Here

Hello (: I'm back. I know if i dont update my blogs, those stalkers are bored, cause they got nothing to stalk, or even know anything, worst will make their heart think from A-Z right? LOLS, but seriously im like so lazy, my princess is mind fcuking me. and i swear, im tired ): i didn't have enough sleep. my eyes bags is so obvious, and even my dark circles alright.

she's getting hard to take care recently, been crying like non-stop, and i dont even know what she want. give her pacifier she dont want, drink milk also not th right time yet. she would only stop crying when i carry her, i feel that she is so use to being carry le lurhs, oh my. is giving a big headache ): im going to cry for help sooner or later.

I realise i didn't update my blog since two day ago. there's so much thing to update isn't it? actually not really, my house like having party everyday (: LOLS. everytime got different people coming to my place. th day before yesterday, Shihui came, and keep me accompany, and i swear she's like a PIG, she came and half way through she's going to fall asleep. that day she stayed until 7AM in th morning, and yesterday she came, same thing happen, fall asleep again, and seriously she sleep like a piggggggggggggg! no matter how also wont wake up. but lucky, yesterday got Joyce too, to keep me accompany (:

hahas, chatted with her & have mac together, but i didn't eat much, order a macwing meal! and i ate only two pieces of it and have two apple dipper, that's it. i didn't eat th rest. i dont like fries either~ watched street dance together, and this is th fifth time im watching already. well, i can't wait to watch STEP UP 3! can th disc come faster;

okay, i have change my blogskins if you realise. i just change tody, and this is th first time it took me more than an hours to change th whole blogs. i nearly want to give up changing. but still, i manage to finish in three to four hours time. LOLS* is part of my hobbies too.

oh, J came yesterday, to see my princess, was kinda soft heated after all. i seriously miss him, but i dare not tell him, i seriously want him back, but i know i gonna have a hard time if im with him again. i seriously wanted him to be my everything, but i knew his life can never be stable ): what to do? i really hope that he is a better guy. but still, i appreciate that he cares about th baby, and even bought some stuff over for me. hope that things will get better, day after day.

well, i guess that's all for my update, wondering is sleeping beauty coming over today, geuss that's about all. bye readers`

PS:Sorry mum, i knew you care about me,
i know you didn't want see me get hurt,
but i promise you, i wouldn't be stupid again.


if only i can turn back th time.

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