I'm Afraid If I Do, I'll Regret.

&If Only I Could Sleep Forever

im trying my best not to be stress now,
im trying my best to be happy (:,
im trying my best to control my temper,
im trying my best not to cry anymore,
im trying my best not to irritate you,
im trying my best to control my itchy hand,
im trying my best not to call you every single minutes,
im trying my best not to be a burden to you,
im trying my best not to stress you up,
im trying my best to be independent,
im trying my best to be bf, good gf,
im trying my best to work and earn money,
im trying my best to give you my time,
im trying my best to change for the better,
im trying my best not to be feel numb,
im trying my best to give you the best,
im trying my best in many things.
can you see im trying?!

then how about you?

i wish you will understand me.
dont wait until things is gone,
i will be too late.