a clap for Teresa, she finally do finish her blogskins. wanted to change so long, but im so lazy, using lappy is so hard. and thanks daddy for passing me the wireless mouse =D so i can use it, and change my blogskins faster.
yesterday was Saturday, and went out to where uh? i was at home the whole day, till night barhs, when out awhile. was back home in the morning (: and guess how long did i sleep the whole day, is like more than 12hours. im like sleeping like im not going to wake up.
few more day to 2010 and is a new year, and a new start. i know that all the unhappy things that happen to me this year, will all be gone (: i cant be thinking and crying in 2010 right? sometime we have to look things in two side, both the good and th bad, right?
well, this coming weeks is a little bit busy, tomorrow i have two place to go, but i have to choose one. first is interview at Shenton Way, and second is at Woodland. i have to wake up at 9.30am, later. so after updating of my blog, i have to go to bed (:
having another interview on Thursday, i hope i will pass, if it pass, i will start work on th 4Jan barhs, which is on next Monday, and is not a long hours working time, so why not. right? but i have to wake up early ):
guess that's about all, was at home the whole day today. im a good girl (: certain time staying at home make me feel happy, at time it make me feel lonely ): but what can i do? there's many things no one will understand.
i miss you so much, i feel like msging you, but i controll myself, im thinking of you everytime, hoping that you were th first thing i see when i wake up, i couldnt feel you anymore, i miss th time when i wake up i can just turn and hug you, i miss th time when we eat chicken rice together, i miss everything i have it with you, but i guess you wont recall anything. maybe you have someone to replace me, but i hope you know, you are still th only one.
i dont know if i should let go,
i think of you, everytime.
but do you?
i want to have you back in my life,
but there's fear.
do you know?
i need you to be there to wipe away my tears.
but you never will.
i wish i dont know what's going on in your holiday life.
but the fact is i know everything,
and it hurts me to the max,
do you know?
i miss you still,
i hope to see you )':
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