I Can't Go Any Further Than This

Took My Heart To The Limit

suppose to be sleeping now, but just couldn't get myself to sleep, and so decided to change blogskins, and guess what? im so lazy, looking at those codes. make me feel so dizzy.

Christmas finally pass, and New Year is finally coming, and i hope 2010 will be a better year, pls for godness sake, im having real bad luck this year, and i dosen't wish to happen it again can?

there's so much thing happening year, and mosst of it is BAD. it isn't my luck at all. hais, yesterday went to ClarkQuey, CoffeeClub to have supper, didn't drink at all (: a clap for Teresa.

well, at times i wonder why, and i really feel like a fool, this time round im moving on (: for whatever reason i have to. is trapping me so deep now, i need to force myself out, if not it will drive me crazy, turn me insane.

i feel so tired, all this while i just wanted a normal, and a simple relationship to bring me far, to bring me to where happiness should be, over and over again, i couldn't, it wasn't me, and was you, im willing to change, willing to give up, but you?

what did you do for me? nothing, really NOTHING. yes, is true, a guy can make you two person, first is a bitch & second is being faithful which is stupid, well is true, now which one am i suppose to choose now ?

i cant deny i still love you, despite of waiting for hours hoping you will turn up, you didnt, and i have to say, you are real heartless, friends will never stay forever with you, really wont. i dont want say much, i feel so upset, and utterly disappointed in you, you will never change why?

went back panjang, today with less than three hour of sleep, crying over the phone at 1PM, heading back to Panjang with disappointment. meet up with YS, and chatted awhile, headed to PlazaSing, after that cab-ed to Yishun, and bus-ed back Panjang, meet up with Joan, to bangkit.

have my very first meal at 6PM, was damn hungry, and headed back to Joan place, then to meet up with KX at 8plus, to plaza, then home sweet home.

hais that's about all, shall post more again barhs, nothing is going right now ):

i miss you still,
but do you care? you dont.
i love you still, as much as how i use to.
but i feel so tired clinging on.
rmb, if it happen,
i will keep, i really will.
dont wait till is too late..