(:im here to blog, cos AhSher asked me to turn my blog, more lively. WTH, right? LOLS. i got nothing to update derhs. went to work as usual, like how i suppose to, but my chubby Sherry was sick, and didn't go to work.
and so im working together with her firends. Wednesday is so near, im going to hear my little precious heartbeat real soon uh =DD so excited. CNY is only two weeks aways. damn freaking fast, but seriously is just like another normal day to me. dont have th feel of CNY (:
anyway, what should i write now, i feel that im so weak, so weak to even be a mother, or even take care of my own baby in future. i find that im so unstable. i hope that this baby will keep me strong, keep me going on. not to let anything effect me anymore. im so scared to be a mother, im so afraid to face everything, im left with 6mth more to get myself ready ):
i guess i also can't update much, i seriously got nothing to post, beside saying im working now, and have to wake up early morning, and sleep in the early night (: that's about all i guess =D wahahahas.
&i hope one day you will have a change of heart.
and turn back the time, to where we were before.
cos baby, i really want you back badly.
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