(: im here again, actually there's nothing for me to update, cos i live my day normal-y, and it seem to be my daily routine. well, i didn't go out today, suppose to be out with my mum, in th early morning, ended up it was cancel, so i stayed home th whole day ): so im so bored at home. dead bored alright ):
life seem to be changing bit by bit, no longer having th feeling of love, friendship around me. i use to be out eveyday, use to have a job everyday to spend my time with, but now, im like home every single day. i dont know why, certain time, i dont even feel like touching my handphone, i find that is nothing to me. hope to get a job and start work soon (:
i admit that i use to live my day with handphone, especially when he is far away from me, i miss those day he will report his strength to me, calling me and telling me where's he going next, now i no longer have all this thing to occupy my handphone. no longer hearing his voice in me. no longer having him in my life, i feel so tired. at time i wish i would still have him around me, miss th time when i wake up, i will be able to see him, next to me, or even having his msg, telling me his strength. but well, now im accepting my life. no longer having him (: as what i had mention life move on (:
tomorrow is my check up (: and im going with my mum. hoping everything go smoothly barhs, might be going out tomorrow night. i dont know. see how barhs ~ life is so bored for me. i hoping to see baby arrival, im afraid of th pain, but i believe is all worth while (: wonder is a babygirl, or babyboy, im waiting so impatiently.
life is still full of you in my mind.
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