i want more tags (: my tagboard seem to be empty uh. no one is tagging, anyway decided to update a quick and short post, and going to bed soon. many things is going around my head. and i feel so tired, im no longer thinking about relationship, no longer hoping for miracle. no longer staying in my own world (: i know that life move on. and i have to, no matter what.
his words dont affect me anymore, i do care about him. especially when sometime i know certain truth, i will break down alot, but i didn't now. i dont know why, was it cause his heartless-ness turned me off, making my feeling faded all away? but why does my heart melt when he say certain things, i feel so confuse sometime. i feel like giving up at times i hope he will turn back to me. but now, i think th feeling might fade away.
i dont know what's going on around. but i know, i have to stay srong, for me and baby (: for th sake of this little precious, im moving on strongly, without fail. i will keep this baby strong. another 5 month more (: i will be able to see her/her, can't wait uh. but but but, i still can't get a job that suit me yet. how ?
i hope i will receive good news soon, and i can go back to work soon. i really find so bored staying home, i message my ex-boss, and i hope he will give me this chance to go back (: guess, that's about all for today post.
i want more tags, so i will update more. goodnights (:
maybe i still miss you, but i hope i dont.
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