(; woohoo, decided to update my blog before gng to bed. there's nthing much for me to update well, been busy working like really real hard! waking up early and earlier and now I'm like opening shop at 11am almost everyday (: I need nothing but money, for my check up and everything. I need a stable income too );

is already May, I'm going to stop work like in next three month, how to survive? I'm handling almost everything alone ); but I'm not giving up though at time I really feel like, Jensabella, my precious should know how hard I'm actually working ); today I'm not really feeling good, I vomited almost what I take in. since morning );

after work, boss sent us home, and eventually whenever he is able to he will sent us home, sometime is not about how much th salary is but how good th boss is (; and I believe we have a good boss! my sis is 20years old now, time flies, I bought her and my mum a wallet, as mother day is here too I couldn't spent th time with her as I need to work, but u believe both my sis and mum will appreciate it (;

over here would like to wish my sis a Happy Birthday (; oh, want to thanks my KXG too, she went to genting and bought clothing for my precious (; is so lovely ! really appreciate what all my friends is doing, buying clothes, passing down item all sort of thing to cope with my financial needs ! really thanks everyone , precious would feel it too (;

that's abt all , I'm turning in early, tomorrow need to work (; nights !

&everything is making me gng around,
you bring me up, pull me down,
and later, up again,
but still you couldn't figure out,
what you actually wanted .