(; suddenly have th urge to update before going to bed, my eyes is swallon & is pain, really pain )': but I'm still trying to endure th pain. where should I start my update? have been busy with work like usual (; working really hard, i just wanna give my precious th best !

went for check up on Wednesday, and clever me, remember to bring everything execpt for my key and I was locked outside, but I met into fatty and she stayed to keep me accompany together with her friends (; and my dad came all th way from east just to open th door for me (; when it's raining so freaking heavily ! he's really my best daddy (;

stayed home, and waited for time to reach and get myself prepare and out for dinners, stingray! with KXG&Sherry (; and we really did enjoy ourself (; after dinner went to BPP to have a walk and bought some stuff for my precious again, I couldn't stop buying is th fact, LOLS! but in order to have income, i have to stop!

I just got my commission today, and I decided to pay my bill tomorrow, stress up right! everything is money and money. my follow up check up will all be at NUH, is even more. I'm having a whole life responsibility, I promise myself not to give up and endure, just keep going. I want precious to have her happiness (; feel mummy loves and I'm giving her daddy love too ! I said I will be both (((;

have been working hard, and so I need to rest now, tomorrow I still have to work, May is here and I'm afraid, August is around too, I'm now 25weeks, August is my EDD! like uh-huh =.=" I'm still not ready, though i cant wait to see her (;

nights reader (L)

&when I choose to go,
please don't turn back,
cause my heart is as fragile as you thought it is..