:D HELLO. I'm missing for two day? actually only one day to be exact. Now is like, 5:20AM in th morning, and i didn't wake up early, is because i haven't sleep, been staying up so late all this while, sleeping like early morning, waking up like late evening. seem like i'm so use to it already, is not really good actually, cause Jensabella's also like th same as me now, keep kicking me in th middle night when im in MSN with Fatty just now.
Okay, went for my check up yesterday. And seem like things are back to normal, my little girl is okay now, she is moving so actively already, beside im still having low blood; as for my waterbag level, is acceptable only, so i still have to monitor more. I'm currently 3 DAY AWAY to my expected due date, but i've a feeling I wont be giving birth this 3days, maybe next week? LOLS. Th doctor say, th longest th baby can stay inside our tummy is total of 41 weeks only, so hopefully Jensabella's gonna be good and not gonna drag so long :D
I got like really not enough sleep, i slept at 6AM yesterday morning, and wake up at 9.30AM, just to for my appointment, and seriously so boring, being alone all th way. After that cab-ed home, less than 30 minutes, i fallen asleep all th way till evening, i swear im really tired, dude.
wake up and went to bath and started watching TV and playing computer, at th same time talking with Joyce over th phone. That's like my daily routine. doing th same things all day long.
went to my cousin, Xavier's full month on Sunday, less than 2 hours headed back panjang. meet up with TeckHeng awhile, follow up meet up with Joyce (: headed to Bangkit, catch up with Fatty, then PeiYun came have dinner at Kim San Leng and walked back Fajar, while Joyce went back home.
that's about all. I bought clothing for Jensabella's, and seriously this is th first time i buy things from net, whereby i actually dont dare to, show you guys what i buy alright (:
I actually bought th first three, but th PinkBear Jumper seem to be out of stock, so I might be taking th BumbleBee (: LOLS, is so cute right, th one that actually caught my attention was th FIRST ONE, th Hello Kitty, i love hello kitty so much (: can't wait to put it on Jensabella's.
stock will be arriving next month, so i've to wait then (: be patient i guess. that's about all for now, im so tired, want to see my latest fat photo, i guess i damn long didn't update picture already, just one of my picture then :D
WANNA BE
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i've given up on you. i've try many way to held you back, try many way to make you stay. but nothing seem to be working, you dk how to appreciate people around you, you took people for granted. you dk how much it hurt holding on to you, you dk how much people suffer for you, all you bother was how much you enjoy. you pick a girl, w/o knowing them clearly, took them for granted just because you were lonely, but do you really love them? sometime i wonder at which part of your life will you understand how much you've actually miss out. how much things is waiting for you, you could actually have a happy family, you didn't apprecaite, you dump it. now you could have a second family, you dump it th way you did to th first. you dont learn at all, you are a grown up man, but why can't you behave like a grown up man? im moving on, moving towards where i should be. Jensabella's will be bought up by me, i say things, and i mean it. dont come back and tell you want to see her, cause you choose to leave, and be heartless. let me tell you, how you treat me is million times more hurtful, karma is a bitch! I love you, yes I really do, but you should get what you deserve, and i should get what i deserve, and i know i deserve th best. im sorry if any of my words offended you, but im speaking th fact. gdbye my love ; ♥MD J.K
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