(: Hello, im like so lazy to update actually, infact i got nothing to update, as i've updated yesterday~ so wondering what i should post now =//// hmmmmmmmmmm.
well, im sleeping like so late every single day, so it isn't weird that even now im still awake right. I wake up at 5PM in th evening, went to bath and do th laundry. After that i had my so called lunch + dnner? had Pizza today, my dad bring pizza home today, when im sleeping (: so i ate pizza, and went to watch TV all th way, like what i always do.
stay-ed home the whole day, camping infront of my lappy, playing FB, and chatting in MSN. and i decided to post one of th conversation with a guy :D and see how realistic guy's are.
GUY: Hello pretty care to chat?
ME: Who are you?
GUY: ): Someone from FB.
ME: Which means i dk you, right?
GUY: Ya.
ME: Okay.
GUY: So means we cannot chat?
ME: Ya.
GUY: But I Would like to chat with a pretty girl like you.
ME: Orh, save all your sweet words for some others girls, cause im not interested.
GUY: Why must save it for others, and not you?
ME: cause, i dont like to chat with someone idk, and im a mummy to be, so ya.
GUY: Bye.
ME: BYE, realistic guys.
GUY: no la, cause you got husband already marhs.
ME: sorry, im a single mother. but still, BYE.
10 minutes later.
GUY: After thinking i dont mind being friends with a pretty mother le.
ME: (* CLOSE TH CHAT LOG)
LOLS, i feel like laughing chatting with this type of people, or infact i dont chat with people barhs, i've removed most of th people that i doesn't know from my MSN contact list (: i guess im like really mean?
Jensabella is like two days away, like OMFG. I'm still scared, im like not prepare yet, but at th same time i can't wait to see her (: Mummy's is waiting, and so is everyone else.
meet up with ShiHui, PeiYun and Weiting today at Fajar mac, im like kinda late, i was there only at 12plus, cause im busy watching TV :D headed down to eat MAC WING, LOL. i'm really growing fat and fatter. headed home before 3AM (: that's all. shall update more again tomorrow :D
things really change, and i guess is really th end. sometime i wonder how hard it's to let go of someone. many time i say im giving up, im getting over you, this and that. but does my heart really did? i really dont know, but i know how much you've lie, and how much pain you've give is more than enough reason for me to give up on you, someone who betray behind me, someone who fool around with other girl, someone who dont appreciate, and so on. there's so much to say about you, i couldn't find any good about you. but why? it seem like you are really heartless enough to let go of everything, making us of me seem great, am i right? you got what you want, you have what you need and everything. i was dumb enough to make you happy, and making myself upset over and over again, i guess th impact of pain is just too much that sometime i feel that th next guy im going to meet, will be just like you.
you're scared to get attached again,
like you have this fear that every person you start to like,
is going to break your heart.
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