♥ Th Love Risk ;

:D hey babes, im back for my update again, trying my best to update twice a weeks, if possible everyday. been rather lazy to touch my computer this few day, but out of no reason. maybe due to tiredness at home, and bored at work? ♥B has been a rather busy man, been only able to see him at night, and during day time i will be working, and he will be sleeping ):

♥B is currently outside now, shall take th time to update blog before he reach? I dont know how long will it takes for him to come, from 11:30PM, till now i've been waiting, headed to fajar mac with Peiyun to have a short chat till now, ♥B still haven't reach, hate th feeling like this, but i know he doesn't know. cause he dont understand me still, at th same i dont understand him either. maybe this relationship is a little too fast, that's why i've been saying that it seem like a risk being with him, dont know how far it will go, or how fast it will end, im feeling like up and down all time. but i knew that i love him is th truth.

been thinking alot recently, been wondering alot too. it's been so long since i have this type of feeling, th feeling of loving someone and afraid of losing someone, th feeling just came so fast that i couldn't stop it. so what else can i do now, not feeling well now, was cold at house downstair, plus at home without fan on im still cold.

headed back to work on Tuesday, was really bored to th max, like well street is like empty like fcuk, imagine to th extend of you can bring MJ there to play, obviously i didn't bring, been playing blackjack with colleague, simple. didn't manage to hit comission yesterday, but i did it today though th crowd was really sucks~ hate working without people coming to buy, like 6shop yet no people, what th hell, you know boring?

♥B dont know what time will come, hais ): im kinda stress in this relationship as i dont know what he's doing out there, im staying in th west when he is staying at another side, having hard time to meet him, and having hard to spend time with him too ): i dont even know when he is lying either, or maybe he never did, he just keep telling me trust him, but sometime i dont know to trust either.

babes been telling me, not to put too much feeling, it takes time to know a person well, to know his personailty to know his life and even character. so now what, i dont even know ): someone pls save me, im madly in love with him now ):

Friday gonna be a wonderful night no matter what, just dont bother about th spoiler things gonna be good right? hope so. shall end my post here, tomorrow im not working shall rest home then. bye peoples ♥

PS: I miss th life with long hair,
th life when one group of friends,
heart link together as one.

♥B, th feeling of loving you more,
make me have th feeling of losing you even more.