Hey babes (: I'm back once again. Well, I'm feeling a little tired but still decided to give a update, out of sudden just feel like typing, feel like writing out many thing, maybe somethings that mouth couldn't bring out ):headed to work today, feeling super tired cause i slept only 5hrs, was with ♥bie th whole night, or infact th past few day i've been with ♥bie just th two of us we can chat th whole night full of rubbish and cock, ♥bie talk cock sieh rabak de, but i seriously love spending time with him, he made me smile, colour me even though im in black and white; he never fail to cheer me up out of anything, he love to say i always behave like a little children, cause a little bit i jiu give him face :D but he still will give in to me, regardless how unreasonable im, ♥bie is someone i wanna spend my whole life with, if im willing, is he?
anyway im suppose to say about work, was damn tired at work, trying to endure, crowd was down like shit, butbutbut out of miracle three of us manage to hit target today (: it was really shocking, cause we thought that we no need to hit sales today le, but we manage to; a clap to us, and tomorrow will be better right?
ahchun no longer working with us, same thing she change to MYSGMR kinda of sad, angry also happy? i dont know how to describe th mix feeling but obviously i wish that she will work harder, endure and be wiser (: now my shop suppose to be in need of staff, but in less than 6hours, everything settle so now more stress, another stress is how am i going to endure after ahhock leave, i might not be able to off, cause th sec senior staff will be in FEP, and well i will need to be in Bugis lurhs. what to do, that's part of life. tomorrow meeting peiyun and going to work together (: like been so long...
didn't meet ♥bie today, been meeting him th past few day and i guess he need some space with his bro all, shall let him have his own freedom too, cause somehow he let me have mine too, in anyway he dont control what i do. though is only been awhile i have been with him, but still th loves seem strong, stronger than anything i guess. wondering how come this relationship is so random right, i find it sudden too, but ... is fate? i met him at Bugis, where im working during January busy month, he's working right beside me. his first impression of me is sucks, same goes to th impression i have for him. but after getting to know him we got closer, and feeling grow after time spent with him during day to night, it get stronger, on CNY EVE his last day, i cried (': i thought i wont be able to see him again, but on th very same night we headed to drink together, and that's when it actually started;
i dont know how long it will last, but i really wish i could be with him till end of time, someone who know how to cheer me up when im down, someone who never fail to be there for me, though he ever lie to me, but there's reason for his lie, i forgive him. i hope he never will again.
anyway, im somehow having war with my mum, dont know when will th war stop, feeling a little tired, and a little numb, *tsktsk i know is my faults and i had already apologise, hope things will be better this few day (:
Bella know how to eat porrige le, know how to seat, know how to flip, she learn very fast, really fast like hmmmmmmm,, i miss her so much just met her yesterday, and her smile take away all my sadness. thinking how should i celebrate her first year birthday (:
shall end my post here, i dont know what should i post either, night people.
♥bie always say,
"yesterday is a history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is a gift, so treasure it.
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