♥ Is Getting Harder ;

Hello readers, im back for my update. Things isn't going right this few day, i feel tired out of everything in just a minutes of clash. I dont know how to describe th feeling, but somehow or rather im wondering did i made a wrong choice.

Working stress is getting more, reltionship stress is something i've never had ever since I left Jenski, but now... It seem that i've started to have this stress once again, thus is not with Jenski, but with my current boyf. i dont know why, but th feeling of losing him seem like in any minutes, i dont know if this relationship started too fast or is it because I'm too sensitive. there's many possiblities, but seriously im sad out of it, th time spended with him is so much lesser than how much he spend with his bro; th feeling just aint right now.

I've been breaking down th past few day, feeling a little out of my mind, finding it hard to control relationship, how? I really dk how, hais. Possible of him lying to me, is higher, sometime i wish that im thinking too much, but sometime it doesn't seem that way. what should i do? im so stuck in between, or infact in this relationship.

i needed someone to listen to what im going to say, pouring out all my feeling...