suddenly have th feel to update my blog, I don't know why either (; it could be I'm feeling sad, happy, lonely or maybe heartbreaking still. life move on no matter what, I'm still trying hard and this time round I'm really putting effort in th things I'm trying to do, I'm feeling tired over certain things.

friendship is one of it, and now I'm letting go one after another, I'm letting go th friendship with yansin too, I've made myself clear if one friendship is th cost of money, thn what's friends for, if in friendship eveything you said link to money, thn mays well make it an ATM-ship or a DEPOSIT-ship, you understand what I'm trying to say, yes, when you needed th money ppl lend you, but when you need th money, you wanted that person to return, is never a wrong but try to understand th situation of that person isn't it? is it against her ablilty and everything?and especially when you say you need money, don't end up let me know that you spend those money on buying stuff that don't seem to be for yourself ; no matter what just fcuk with money ! )':

and yes, you told me you'll change, and you know what _|_ fcuk you! I heard so many things larhs, so what if you're rich? I hate it when you lie, or fcuking give empty promises, I forgive your mistake and you told me you will change to give you th chance I told you action speaks louder than words, and now your action made me laughs, don't end up falling like how you fall in Walkers, cause this time round is too late, everyone is giving this friendship away!

have been working, earning money ); check up on Wednesday, pay coming on Tuesday ); is going to come and go - giving my mum, pay my checkup, deposit to bank, pay some debt & and my hp bill so it seem like a come and go right! will be meeting up with kaixin, for stingray session (;

that's about all for now, I'm gng to sleep (; nights !

&i'm still putting an act, I know I care, I know I love ):
but to get rid of all this, I pretended I don't care, I don't love.